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[Mar. 9th, 2003|11:07 pm] |
Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: High Antisocial: High Borderline: Very High Histrionic: High Narcissistic: High Avoidant: High Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: High |
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| death |
[Sep. 3rd, 2002|03:30 pm] |
i went to barnes and noble and bought yummy books. i've finally spent the last of my 100 $ gift card, and a little of my monies. i'm happy and sad. bittersweet. they didn't give my old card back. i'm sentimental, i wanted to keep it. *sigh* |
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| vegan |
[Apr. 27th, 2002|04:11 pm] |
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I read some things today that really upset me. I mean I saw pictures that made me want to cry. I'm going vegan. If there's anyone out there who can help me start please let me know. thank you. |
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| bye |
[Apr. 1st, 2002|10:04 pm] |
im grounded until im 18, thats 1 year 4 months and 1 day. email me at pinkren(takethisout)@excite.com. ill miss you. hopefully ill update here once in awhile |
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| long awaited (or not) update |
[Mar. 26th, 2002|06:23 pm] |
I'm alive and kicking. Doing way better than last year. Anyways the year started out very iffy. Now I'm fabulous. Actually my friend dropped out of school today so I want to kick her in the head but yeah. I can't do that otherwise nobody woulkd come near me :) I'm enjoying life very much and have been with my beautiul Nik for over 6 months now. That'd a record for me. I am doing cheer and applying for a job at various Sonic Burger places, Best Buy, and Bahama Bucks. Hopefully I'll get hired. I love you all, even if you've long-since forgotten about me *coughmellcough* |
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| uninspired |
[Aug. 24th, 2001|07:58 pm] |
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someone please come along and inspire me |
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| grounded |
[Aug. 2nd, 2001|01:53 pm] |
i tried to commit suicide on like the 15th and was sent to a hospital and then behavioral center. then i went on a trip. i came back and snuck out and am now grounded forever. i dunno when i'll be back cause my puter needs a new harddrive and my broi doesnt know i use his everyone so often. i miss you mell, heather, pa!ge, emily, rina, and everyone else. |
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| stupid week |
[Jul. 19th, 2001|07:50 pm] |
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saturday i spent the night with 4 gfs but since 3 were leaving me and my friend out we left to 'go to my house' and in fact went to go get drunk. yadda yadda drama...sunday night i went to a club. when i got home i stayed up and ODed on pills. i was rushed to ER got my stomache pumped and charcoal put in my stomache to soak up anything else from getting into my blood stream. i got out late that night and was escorted to a behavioral center for suicidal teens. um okay i'm not suicidal so wtf. anyways they sucked hardcore and were strict and i couldnt use tweezers, make up, or anything with laces like tennie shoes. okay these people think im that desperate. i dont fucking think so. anyways i got out this morning after having my staffing metting. i told them what they wanted to hear so i could get out because i have a trip coming up and i leave saturday morning. i'm going to a lake for a week and im bringing my friend too. anyways i'm pissed everyone knows whats up and i gotta call nick to tell him i did get home safe on saturday night. peace. |
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| stupid week |
[Jul. 19th, 2001|07:45 pm] |
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saturday i spent the night with 4 gfs but since 3 were leaving me and my friend out we left to 'go to my house' and in fact went to go get drunk. yadda yadda drama...sunday night i went to a club. when i got home i stayed up and ODed on pills. i was rushed to ER got my stomache pumped and charcoal put in my stomache to soak up anything else from getting into my blood stream. i got out late that night and was escorted to a behavioral center for suicidal teens. um okay i'm not suicidal so wtf. anyways they sucked hardcore and were strict and i couldnt use tweezers, make up, or anything with laces like tennie shoes. okay these people think im that desperate. i dont fucking think so. anyways i got out this morning after having my staffing metting. i told them what they wanted to hear so i could get out because i have a trip coming up and i leave saturday morning. i'm going to a lake for a week and im bringing my friend too. anyways i'm pissed everyone knows whats up and i gotta call nick to tell him i did get home safe on saturday night. peace. |
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| eh okay i give |
[Jul. 13th, 2001|12:00 pm] |
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okay my new url will be voluble.org so please, please visit there instead of iblur. the space 'expires' soon and i dont care to renew it. i may redirect iblur to a freeserver incase ppl dont see this :) but if iblur is 'missing' check out voluble.org thanks and see ya! |
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